“Observe the Sabbath day by keeping it holy, as the Lord your God has commanded you. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the Lord your God. On it you shall not do any work...” - Deuteronomy 5:12-14
Me, on a normal day. Kinda busy, right? |
I have a confession to make. Actually,
it's probably not much of a confession, because I think most people
already know this. But anyway, it turns out that maybe I'm a
workaholic.
Just maybe.
The truth is, I tend to spend a lot of
time at my office, at the church, at the hospital. Meetings, sermons, Bible studies and classes, administrative stuff (yes, even pastors have to shuffle papers and
organize things), visits both planned and unplanned.
There are lots of reasons (or excuses)
for my work habits. I'm not the best time manager, so I probably am
not as efficient in my use of time as I should be. Also, the nature
of my work lends itself to unscheduled conversations—people
stopping by to say “hi,” or phone calls, or someone needing
prayer. The truth is, you can't put people's feelings and needs into
a tidy schedule. I'm also a poor delegator, so I end up doing things
that others could share.
If I'm honest, the most compelling
reason behind my workaholic tendencies is a fear of ever being
labeled as “lazy.” It's a fear that arises from dealings I have
had with other churches in my role as a conflict mediator for the
presbytery. When I have had conversations with people in other
churches, sometimes they have complained that they never see their
pastor doing anything. So I have been driven by the desire to avoid
that accusation.
Anyway, all this serves as background
to let you know that I feel ill-equipped—and yet also convicted and
compelled—to write about Sabbath.
Sabbath. You know, rest. Ceasing to
work, for a little bit. It's been something that I have wanted to
write about, but I've been too busy.
After Easter, my wife surprised me with
a week at the beach. The season of Lent had been a busy one,
culminating with five worship services in four days. So Carol thought
I needed some time off. She didn't ask me; she told me, “We're
going to the beach. Pack your bags.”
I'm glad she did. Very glad.
It was a “forced Sabbath.” I
started out the week feeling a little guilty. I had put some things
off until after Easter, and now I was going to have to put them off
another week. But the feeling of guilt gave way to feeling refreshed
and renewed. We really had no agenda. We took early morning walks
along the beach. I took a lot of pictures. We took walks along the
marsh. I went running. I read something for pleasure, not because I
had to. And we took more walks at the end of the day, taking in beautiful sunsets.
At the end of the week, I felt like a
new person. It turns out, God knows what he's telling us when he
commands us to take a day off. Every week. This Sabbath thing is a
really good idea. I highly recommend it.
I discovered a couple of things in my
week of “forced Sabbath,” that I would like to share with you.
One foggy morning. Eerily beautiful |
For one thing, I got an opportunity to
notice a whole new world outside of work. There's so much beauty in
our world—right where we live. We don't have to go a long way away;
we just have to open our eyes to what is all around us all the time.
The world is teeming with beautiful and fascinating things, if we
just stop to take time and open our eyes.
One of the coolest things Carol and I
saw when I let life slow down for a few days, was a rookery of heron
nests in a pine grove across a pond, with a half-dozen or so baby
herons. If I had not been forced to slow down, I would've missed one
of the highlights of my spring. That, and the leatherback turtles
swimming offshore.
I think—actually, I'm pretty
sure—that Sabbath time makes me a better husband. Carol and I
easily logged 20 miles that week, walking together. We actually sat
out on the beach, which is something that we have only done three or
four times in the 12 years we've been on the coast. It was a gift of
time, this Sabbath was.
I also know that Sabbath is good for me
as a servant of God. I didn't realize how tired I was after Easter. I
thought I would just take a day off, and then back to work. But this
extended “forced Sabbath” was needed, because I had neglected a
regular Sabbath for weeks. Even the days I had not gone to the
office, I hadn't totally disconnected from my work.
I now know why God commands us to
observe Sabbath. God commands it because we need it, and we might not
take it if it weren't something that God says we HAVE to do. But
don't look at it as a duty you have to fulfill, because that kind of
makes Sabbath-taking, you know, a form of work. Instead, look at
Sabbath as a gift, even if it is a mandatory gift.
When Jesus said, “The Sabbath was
made for people, not people for the Sabbath,” he was reminding us
that God has a great purpose in this command: It is to make us better
people, in every way.
So, here's the deal: I hope you will
find Sabbath time every week. God desires the very best for you. And in order for
you to be an amazing child of God, you need to take time to tend to
you every once in a while; and take time to focus on other things
than work.
I also hope you will hold me to
Sabbath-keeping, as well. Because I want to be the best pastor, best
husband, best father, best child of God I can be.
As I write this, it's Friday evening, and the sun
has gone down. You know what that means.
It's Sabbath. I gotta rest. God says so, and I agree.